After all the sad events and ranting I thought I could write an e-mail and let you guys know that I'm OK. Thank you for all the healing energies and thoughts you've sent. They've been all felt and appreciated a lot. I'm still as busy but feeling much better. Arjan is much more helpful than before and he finished the brochures in two days. I was trying to make them and find a cheap printer for weeks! He also installed the security system tonight so we can move the stuff in tomorrow. I can't believe we are about to open!! So exciting. Even my cats were so helpful last few days. They've been showing attention to me and been around me all the time :)

There's one more thing I want to write about actually. Last night Ersin said that she wasn't feeling well and asked me to send her some healing. I told her that I was busy but would send before going to bed and I did around 12:30. Like the last time I did with her house cleansing I decided to use Violet Flame for healing. Didn't call her and ask because of the lateness of the hour  and even forgot about it this morning until she came to me and tell me about a dream she had. Apparently around 12:30 last night she had a dream where she was standing in front of a dwell (or summat like that) and it was full of Violet Flame. She said that it felt so powerful and good. She was thinking that we could do so much good with it and she woke up immediatly feeling much better. She even wrote the dream down not to forget...Apparently she had the dream when I sent her the healing. Another + point for VF from me :) Will keep experimenting and ask my guides to learn more about it.