I'm sorry to post this for the second time in hour about I accidentally deleted my entry while trying to edit it :) I must be too excited!

My book Rise&Shine is out now and soon it's gonna be also available on Amazon and Barnes&Nobles as well. Although the cheapest link to order is http://www.lulu.com/content/2500579

There you can also read a preview from the book and have an idea about it.

Here's me and my book!

ps: there was a comment on the previous entry that i accidentally deleted and unfortunately i haven't read it yet but i want to thank you whoever left that comment :)))

One thing I can't complain about in my life would boredom! The day before yesterday we were almost robbed by 4 guys. They came with a car and parked almost in front of the shop. Stayed there more than hour. Then one of them came to sit on the bench in front of the shop. Another one sat by the canal again in front of the shop. One of them came in and asked if the stuff we were selling was gold and immediatly we said no but he didn't seem to care and also shot a quick look to our computers. They were talking in front of the shop and finally we decided to call the police. After the call, another one from the group came in had a look but he only looked at the alarm system and corners -checking for security cams-.  Seemed like they were waiting for us to close so it would be safer for them.

Shortly police was here and nothing happened though guys protested a lot and said they were just hanging out but they were also high and drunk so they didn't really have any ground to defend themselves. Police said that we made the call in time and we shouldn't even wait this long when people are standing around for that long. We were really scared and expecting the guys to come in any minute. Never been happier to see cops before :)

Dear Friends,

It's been long time since last time I was able to share my life with you and get your opinions. I had a very close friend of me visiting for 10 days and considering I'm working 6 days week 10 hours a day I didn't have much time for blogging or even reading them. My life is still shifting and changing rapidly. Once you've made the decision to change it universe sets things into motion and my part is just crossing the bridges as they come. It's very clear that I'm not able to suppress or delay anything I don't want to deal with right now. Universe kinda made that clear....

On the other hand, how can I advise people to dare to solve their issues and do something about it while I'm afraid of mine so I really decided to go for it no matter how big they look. This is my test to apply everything I've learned into action as a healer and intuitive counselor...

Btw, about that cold I was trying to stop; I've made it:) Twice actualy :)

I was meditating a few minutes ago and saw myself with lots of extra arms on me. Maybe I should explain first for what I was meditating. It was for invoking the health in me and convincing my cells that I'm healthy :) Today I realized that I was coming down with cold and decided to do something other than loading myself with pills. One mental cause known to be a trigger fold Cold is so much going on at once and mental confusion, disorder. So I started chanting the affirmation '' I allow my mind to be at peace. Clarity and harmony are within me and around me. All is well'

In the process I also thought I could meditate and remember the times I was healthy and vigilant, hoping through memories my body will also remember and go into that state. So I started and after a minute felt like I had many arms and they were all doing something. Then my inner voice told me that I was already doing what I should be doing and there's no need to be confused or panicked like I won't be able to handle. It also told me that the things which needs to be handled now and in the near future are already being handled because I think about them and plan them in my mind. So it told me that my thoughts are sending the right signals to universe and preparing the base for what needs to be done on the physical level causing me to get the resources I need eventually. After that I felt more at peace and calmer. I just told myself that all is really well and I can cross the bridges as they come.

Last weekend I gave my first Magnified Healing® workshop and it went great. The workshop was truly magical! One of the paying students cancelled a day before so I was a bit disappointed but apparently he wasn't ready for it so Universe didn't allow him to be there.

I was teaching like some flood gates in me opened. Information was flowing out so strongly. Didn't know had so much to give :) Felt good. So I didn't stay limited with Magnified Healing but  talked about healing and disease in general, how they could use their intuition as healers and lightworkers. I also talked about gods, enlightened beings, ascended masters, angels, universe and even law of attraction.

Also moments of initiation was a great experience to have. Can't really describe that moment. It's something to be experienced.

Both students experienced wonderful feelings and even saw speheres of dark blue light in the room. One of them said that she also sees golden sparks around me :) I could feel the energy working through them all the time and opening them up while cleansing them for the initiation. They were both very inspired and left my place as motivated lightworkers. Feeling very grateful for being able to do this :)

Today is 7:7 and a friend told me that today is Merlin day which would be good reason to celebrate magic, miracles and manifestation :) Couldn't find any info about it but decided to go with it. I can take any reason to celebrate you know :) I also set up some new goals for future...

After all the sad events and ranting I thought I could write an e-mail and let you guys know that I'm OK. Thank you for all the healing energies and thoughts you've sent. They've been all felt and appreciated a lot. I'm still as busy but feeling much better. Arjan is much more helpful than before and he finished the brochures in two days. I was trying to make them and find a cheap printer for weeks! He also installed the security system tonight so we can move the stuff in tomorrow. I can't believe we are about to open!! So exciting. Even my cats were so helpful last few days. They've been showing attention to me and been around me all the time :)

There's one more thing I want to write about actually. Last night Ersin said that she wasn't feeling well and asked me to send her some healing. I told her that I was busy but would send before going to bed and I did around 12:30. Like the last time I did with her house cleansing I decided to use Violet Flame for healing. Didn't call her and ask because of the lateness of the hour  and even forgot about it this morning until she came to me and tell me about a dream she had. Apparently around 12:30 last night she had a dream where she was standing in front of a dwell (or summat like that) and it was full of Violet Flame. She said that it felt so powerful and good. She was thinking that we could do so much good with it and she woke up immediatly feeling much better. She even wrote the dream down not to forget...Apparently she had the dream when I sent her the healing. Another + point for VF from me :) Will keep experimenting and ask my guides to learn more about it.